iie am happy that my frenz give me chistmas card...thx alot....2day iie went to hougang mall wif my mother and my small brother... iie 2 TS shop.. iie was 霹雳MIT de DVDs are out.... iie wanna to buy... iie ran to my mother iie ask can euu buy 霹雳MIT de DVDs to me.... she act like never hear what iie say.... then iie juz forget it... iie went home... my father came home.... then iie ask him can iie buy 霹雳MIT de DVDs... he say CAN'T ... waste money... iie wanna to scold him and ask... euu vvery times.... give money to that girl... never give money to me... to buy thing.... euu say iie like what go home tell euu.... and then euu will give me money... euu say can't more that $50... the 霹雳MIT.. n0t more that $50.... euu say iie must go more.. when iie wanna to go out wif frenz also can't... everything can't de...... force me this force me that... me wanna to ki siao le... iie wanna to scold him like that de.... but iie dun dare...iie dun n0e what he wanna me to do.. iie am juz a robot not a human..... and now iie am juz 15 year old girl... not a primary school girl.... iie hope he can understand what iie wanna...why my life so hard to a life de... iie am my father chlid....everything can't... what he wanna.... what he wanna... me wanna to mad le.... iie hate my life... iie hate my life...... dun noe what to do.. iie dun noe what to do.. me wanna to go back to indonisea.... iie dun wannna to come back to singapore... pls someone.... can tell what my father wanna....... iie have headace now to thing all this thing... iie dun n0e what to do.....next friday started sch le... more headace....(iie am crying when iie type this all thing)