hiazzzz.... on 21-dec-2008 it was my brother brithday.... iie was happy... cause it was brithday party..... my father g0t celebrate with.. on my brithday it was 23-nov-2008.. my father never celebarte with me.... n0w on my brithday we dun have brithday party.. haiz... sianz........ n0w my leg near to knee then pian... my father never bring go see doctor.... when my brother leg pian my father will bring him see doctor... and leave me a lone at home..... haiz...... now my leg still in pian... iie have in pian for 3 month.... now iie am saving money to see doctor.... now my father alway go home very de late.... when he off is work... he will say he had to go work.... haiz... now iie feeling iie wanna to died..... on this year at the half of the year it was sch hoilday... my father alway force me to study... if iie never study he will lock up in my room.... and on this hoilday.... after the 飞轮海 de concert... my father start agian to force me to study... and say this is last concert for euu... in my life only concert iie go is 飞轮海 de concert only... iie never go any concert.... next year if got 飞轮海 de concert... iie must go... iie dun care... iie must go their concert.... if euu wanna to n0e h0w come iie got ticket to go 飞轮海 de concert... my frenz sell to me... cause she bought two ticket... so she sell me one... iie thx..... iie feel like my father is control me.... iie wanna to go out wif frenz... also can't... haiz... my best frenz zi ling she save me... hahaz.... she say me to go out... iie tell my father... he allow me to go.... my father never give us a x mas persent... my mother got give us.... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................